Most of the times, I asked myself why is it very hard for us to find the right reason to do some things that we knew from the very start would hurt us and bring us to a lot of disappointments and regrets.
Is it that we want to see it from ourselves that we willing to take a risk, that we can do it?
Describe what it was like to fall in love
Someone ones told me that there’s a lot of difference between Love and Importance.
But what I felt right now is between what on the two words above is right?
I might just think too much….
As for now, I still trying hard to figure this feeling from a friend that now is acting so cold was…
Was it loved or I’m just afraid to lose that friend because that person is way too important to me…
Now I’m just wanted to say:
“Is my friend is still there, cuz’ if he doesn’t please bring back my friend!
Because he was the first person who promises me that he never ever leave me behind…
The person assure me that he was not like any guys that I met that only wants me because of my physical being…
The person who accept my weird, crazy and unusual me not because he doesn’t have any choice to do it but he sees it beautiful in his brown eyes…
However, if he’s not coming back, please tell him that he wouldn’t see me lonely, sad and crashing down till’ breakdown and cry even thought now he’s out of my life…
Even though I really need him to be there…
Yes! I really need him!
Well, please tell him that… cuz’ I’m so confused right now. Thank You.”
Well, this song is for you....hope you'll understand
Falling leaves like a blanket at my feetThere's a canopy of starsAnd I just miss you like crazy
Suddenly the world's too big
And the hours move too slow
And I just wish that you were holding me near
Seven days, it feels like a year
You whisper through the line
You know I miss you like crazy
So baby can you steal a planeA boat, the fastes train
You know it just don't feel the same when you're gone
[Chorus]'
Cause everytime you go awayThe sunshine starts to fade
Frozen by the hands of time into aPermanent Monday
Take me back into your arms
And don't ever let me go'
Cause when I see you walk through that door
I'm not lost anymoreI'm homeI'm home
I won't sleep until you're finally next to me
Can't wait to breahe you in
Don't wanna waste my time dreaming
I just wanna treat your name like
A whipser on my skinAnd never have to say goodbye again
[Chorus]'
Cause everytime you go awayThe sunshine starts to fade
Frozen by the hands of time into aPermanent Monday
Take me back into your arms
And don't ever let me go'
Cause when I see you walk through that door
I'm not lost anymoreI'm home'Cause when I feel you right here close to me
Everything is where it's supposed to be, baby
[Chorus]'
Cause everytime you go away
The sunshine starts to fade
Frozen by the hands of time into aPermanent Monday
Take me back into your armsAnd don't ever let me go'
Cause when I see you walk through that door
I'm not lost anymoreI'm home
I'm home
Yes I amAnd I miss you like crazy
Permanent Monday - Jordin Sparks
