It was all just a misunderstanding circumstances…
Why am I so insensitive? Not knowing that all of this was just another dark imagining that wants me to pull me, drag me on the ground.
There’s nothing wrong about us, him and what we have done for our friendship…
But what I had done, I tried to messed things out because I carried away by my feelings.
But since all things are cleared on my mind again… I can still have him as my sincere friend of mine.
My silent hero!
All things must not come to an end without a right conclusion or reason for us to end it.
Cuz’ if we not made it right, it may bring us to a tragic disastrous situation that will take too long to recover. And that is quite depressing.
Now it’s ok. Things stay the same as it is. No need to worry no more.
All we need is to trust and have faith no matter what.
Just like Meredith Grey said, as my life realization for today and forever will be:
"If there's just one piece of advice I can give you, it's this - when there's something you really want, fight for it, and don’t give up no matter how hopeless it seems. And when you've lost hope, ask yourself if 10 years from now, you're gonna wish you gave it just one more shot. Because the best things in life, they don't come free."
Now let me share a poem that was very dear to me.
It takes too long till’ I caught the essence, substance, and message of this poem.
That’s why I’m thanking my favorite Philippine literature professor for this wake up call.
Now, may our friendship be blessed with our lord, our god!
1LOVE!
Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons,
they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs;
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment
it is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe,
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.
Max Ehrmann, Desiderata, Copyright 1952.
