SEPTEMBER 4
"MY FATHER'S B-DAY"

"Happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you"


yeah right iyou heard it right

but the "birthday man" was nowhere in sight.......

he died last january 27,this year
he's diagnosis in cancer
and i'll never gonna see him ever again

what i do in his b-day?

as usuall things that i'm doing everyday
waking up,nagging on my mother's voice
as she talking about financial problems every morning
doing house chores and rushing all my way to the school where all the high school
controversies and issues was there
(by the way, im college student)
and whishiling all the way as traffic on pasay city was getting worst
as ever....
and then...i was late again in my Psychology class
and hearing my unpredictable...annoying...backstabing...
talkative.....beautiful and nice n' bitchy classmates talking an another
open forum...
its so immature 4 me to talk about those things]

and thats it.......

i don't even visit my father's tomb
even gave a prayer for him


so selfish right?

a daughter like me should cursed he hell out of her for not remembering
his father.....

but dont get me wrong

i love my father after all the
trials,dissapointments,and hatred that he gave to my life


and maybe this night

i can't tell sorry

but thanks 4 reading